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Last paper is done, no more exams for 6 months, huzzah!!
But still kind of an anti-climax, was hopin i'd be spending the day with Nim or something, but i think she has a hot date. Good for her hahaha

Not a total waste though, went home with L instead (yayy!), after borrowing her dictionary for the Linguistics paper.
Phew, she saved my ass. Don't think i'll do that well for any of my modules this sem though, nothing outstanding, in my mind. 2nd-lower? Maybe...if i do well next sem, plus the damn FYP.

Went to help out at the shop, probably have to help again tmrw, being Labour Day and all.
Then a 6 click run, trying desperately to get back in shape :p
Legs & Paddles comin up soon, don't wanna make a fool of myself, heh.

And H juz told me, she won't be training anymore...what a complete and utter waste. I don't know what to say to her, i'm useless

Ring

I lost my ring!!!! Argh :p

Other than that, one more paper to go, in 5hrs time, and then freedom!!!
Watch out world!

Exams

To all my faithful reader(s) out there (hah!) i've been very busy mugging for my
exams (hah! again)
Had my first paper on Saturday, the Materials paper :p Ok lah, i guess, couldn't finish the damn thing though, didn't expect that i would have so much to write.

Oooh, then i went for the fund-raising thingy after that, did a bit of work at the registration table, basically juz slacking around...
L looked gorgeous in black, as always, missed my chance to go home with her after the event :(

Food was great, liked the brownies, multiple helpings yadda yadda yadda. Kinda surprised so many people turned up, although apparently many more tickets had been sold. So all in all, a successful night for the club.

But, back to the important stuff, like how amazing L looked, heh.
Man, i sound like some love-struck fool, holding out my palms in supplication, hoping the princess would deign to give me a look. Well, i certainly hope i don't look like that in public.
In private, i can live with that, heck i HAVE been living like that. But not too much in public, eh?

Aaah, watched Miss S'pore Universe on Sunday. Amazes me every time... Where have all the pretty ladies gone? Is the pageant a massive 'hot-chick repellent' or something? Then can someone explain to me how is it that a 30+ married woman (A. Cruz) can trounce almost all of the 'beauty' contestants on show? Anyone?

Alrites, next paper is on Thurs, ethics. And i have gym tomorrow, hopefully more people turn up, maybe L? Rite...Hope is sustenance for fools

Engagements and Such

Went to Ogy's engagement on Sunday night... made me think about my own, heh.
She's a year older, and she already has a job, and now a fiance. Wonder when my time will come, or if it ever will.
Went to school on Monday, completed most of my Engin Prof help-sheet, then off to Marsiling. Bloody hell, sibeh tiring, panting like mad after the kicks, macam nak pengsan :p
Not training for a week plus all the food yang dibedal does not make a good combo.

Ah, had gym training today, fun and tiring, as always, even though only 4 of us turned up, but expected lah, with the exam period and all. Must improve my chin-ups and abs-work, tsk tsk.
And I have the industry function thingy in about 12 hours time, so i guess it's back to school tomorrow morning. Maybe i can convince the rest to go for dinner after their training...Banquet again?
Hmm, i met S and her boyfriend at Jurong Point, does he know/recognize me? Entahlah, aku pun tak kisah.

Secret Recipe

Went bowling today, with the emo-group, almost forgot my ring :p
Damn fun lah, as always, i enjoy being with all of them, even though i don't usually talk much.
Then we had dinner at Secret Recipe (woohoo!!) Damn bloated, ordered the chicken and then we had cheesecake, plus aper-aper punyer cake entah... Sedapppp
Damn fattening sia, have to go and run tmrw, if i can wake up, that is.

Then S and I spent some time together before she went for training. It's getting easier to let go now, i guess...we both know it can't last. But damn, when she kisses me, it's hard not to get lost in that eternal moment. I've decided that no matter what, i'll let her think that i've found someone else, and that we have to move on... No matter what.

Examphobic

Selections

Have to get this off my mind
First off, the process for the girls' selections was f***ed up. Totally unfair, and the coach was blatantly biased. H should be squaring off with Sy, but instead she's out of the squad after playing only one game. WTH?!??!

And for the team event, he should have given the juniors a chance ah, instead of selecting D...What happened to all the talk of 'attendance' and all that shit?
Nonsense lah...

H is the best VP i could have hoped for, and one hell of a competitor. And a great friend. I don't tell her enough of that... maybe i should...soon

Should i ask for one more round of selections? Hmmm

Damn Virus

Let's see...what happened yesterday, hmmm.
Our presentation went well, they actually thought ours was one of the better ones that they had seen, yayy!!! I might actually do well for this module, heheh

And talked to N on msn till 4 freaking a.m, talking about my troubles... Man i'm tired of all this :p

My parents came back from Malaysia today, nek's fine, thank God, but she broke her pelvic bone :(
Im visiting her, after my exams...kalau boleh, this week pun aku sanggup turun, but my parent's are not free. End of the month then...

Had my selections today, played like crap, what else is new. Plus i think i injured my knee or something, probably have to lay off training for a couple of weeks. Before that, i went for my run with L and her twin, had to stop after 5 rounds though, back started cramping...damn i feel oooold
And i didn't get my chocolate, heh. Had KFC after training, definitely not something to be done on a weekly basis. First time i've seen so many of us out for dinner, practically 20 people came, woohoo!!! But i couldn't send F home because of that, maybe i'll go mugging with her tmrw, or something...

My msn is still infected with the damn photo album virus, did a full system scan, plus deleted some registry files. Hope everything turns out fine :P

Until the next time, future me

Presentation

I have a presentation in 10 (?) hrs time, industrial design, with a shirt, tie, the works. Hope i might actually do well for this damn module, even though i did less work than last sem, heheh.
But damn it, why do i have to present? Malas ah, plus i don't want to screw it up for the rest :p

Went to school today, ostensibly to study, but ended up socializing, as always. Learnt some interesting stuff about my training head, guess he's in a similar situation that i was in...good luck dude. Plus i can't find the "doctor's" blog. Dammit.
Plus i think my best friend is pissed at me, probably about the selections last week...

And i told Zo about S and L. A good idea? I don't know. I guess the four of us will be meeting up again soon, maybe this Friday, see how it goes :) Bowling and Food!!!!

Saw L at training today, smsed and chatted a bit. Can't believe i'm still flirting with her, but i can't help it lah. She's juz irresistible, plus i think she's cute, damn huggable sia...
Can't take my eyes off her, and she knows it, damn. And she's sweet too. Sigh, what is a guy to do?
Oh well...

Hospital

Nenek's in hospital, after a bad (?) fall, parents off to visit. Hope she makes a swift and complete recovery, insyaallah. Don't know what i would do when she eventually leaves us...
Words are never enough to say what i want to say. She has always been there for me, in my earliest memories. Trips to her place are fun-filled events, filled with warmth, care and above all, love.

To one of the greatest women I know

Almost virgin post

Let's see...this is a hell lot easier than i thought (the whole blogging thing)
Note to self : Don't use keywords, so that nosy buggers (like myself) can't google this blog

Alrites, where to begin? How about today...

Same shit as always, training, late lunch at vivo, then home and off to the bbq.
Exams coming soon, and yet i'm curiously drawn to waste my time at this most humble of pursuits, penning down my thoughts.

As always, my customary morning run with L. I always enjoy the few moments we get to spend together, even though i know nothing could possibly come out of it. But yeah, bright spots are hard to come by, and i intend to savour every last drop.

I wonder why is it so hard for me to let go and move on, and try to rescue what little shred of dignity i have left, instead of hankering after something i know i cannot get.
Wah lau, so jiwang :p

And the situation with F is as complicated as ever. Am i leading her on? Am i lying to myself?
Why does everything have to be so hard? Heck, if she had told me this last year, i would have dived headfirst into it, flailing arms and all. But now, i hesitate. For what, i do not know.

I need time lah, maybe if i keep on chanting it, it'll actually make sense.
The power of suggestion, heh. Another note to self, try not to flirt around with the girls too much, kurang manis ah. Must try to remember, this is not the nat'l team.

Ah yesss, nat'l team. Do i want to join up again? After the comp. maybe...hope it'll be as fun as last time. Maybe the thingy with S wasn't such a good idea, in retrospect (of course,u fool)
At least i'm not breaking down like a blabbering. love-struck fool...not so often anyway.

Is this all my life revolves around? Damn i need a new hobby, or at least a girlfriend.
Wait, scratch that last one.

Waiting for my cats

Test

Ahem, Testing...