Monday, November 29, 2010

Reflections

Just had my op, tore my ACL, bleargh. A couple of weeks on crutches, 4 weeks with braces. 6 weeks on MC woohoo! The respite from work is certainly welcome, as i'm beginning to feel that this isn't the right job for me right now. I'm hoping to get a deecnt bonus and move on, to the civil service probably. Policy work seems interesting, though according to H, the hours are murderous. We'll see how it goes.

Anyway,i was doing a little reflection while stuck in my bed, and i'm struck by how little i'd achieved. 27 years on this mortal plane, and yet so little to show for it. I have a non-existent career, not promoted in 2 years. My love-life's in a mess, broke up with my fiancee and i'm infatuated with a girl who is attached and shows no interest beyond a platonic friendship. I'm in terrible physical shape, still not completed a marathon (or even half) and now i'm walking on crutches.
Still havent gone back-packing yet. And my religious side is just rubbish. Meh
Other than that, i have a great family, wonderful friends, and i hope to be working on the religious aspect soon. I'm hoping this coming year will see a new, rejuvenated me, insya-Allah :)

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