Back!!!!

Damn it's been long!!!! Hello world!!!

So many things have changed, and yet so many have remained the same...
Updates...

I've graduated woohoo, 2nd lower!!! At a shipyard in Benoi now. Work's good, interesting but bloody hot, and there's a lack of female company *bleargh*
There's yessic though...she's really sweet. If i were single, i'd ask her out :p plus, i think she's fond of me heheh. It might all be just in my head though... Not the first time that's happened hahaha

And i'm getting engaged in Oct/Nov!!! Hasnt really sunk in yet though... Still seems a bit surreal. Esp since i tried to break up with azur THREE times :( i'm a crappy boyfriend, i know. We still haven't resolved the whole L thingy, and it's totally my fault.
I cant get her outta my head, and we've been smsing quite a bit nowadays...plus she seems more affectionate. Damn damn damn.
I love azur, i really do, but something she said really stuck with me. "What if the one you love is not the one who can REALLY make you happy?" What next?

Questions questions... Maybe i'll update another day, ciao :)